Antagonist

Thursday, November 30, 2006

i don't like your sarcasm, miss but i was nice enough to give a false smile and be oh-so-gay.. yeah sure that's cool!

i didnt go to work cause im UNDERPAID.. hahaha! i wasnt even paid yet! im gonna look for a better job HOPEFULLY. what shall i do with my two dear friends working and getting paid eh?

/why can't you just be straight up with honesty?

WAHAHAH someone buy me BFMV album pretty please

where are the bullets?

Sunday, November 26, 2006

hello world.

im in need of a job because im depleting my tiny asset like nobody's business.
i bought a funeral of a friend cd but being a greedy person, i want
1) the scissors sisters ta-dah album
2) the ramones anthology
yup :)

ok here's the update of my long forgotten life.
im out of job, restless, broke and boring (not bored.. boring!)
i have been playing sims on and on and on and have no life.

please someone help me, im dying here in front of you.

where are the bullets?

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

wow..yesterday was real busy.
i went to the dentist to get my braces removed! ta-da! i can now kiss anyone! (with or without braces)
then i went home and tried to sleep but probably due to the excitement of going playground@momo, i didnt.. oh wells.. why do they even hyperlink playgroundatmomo.. weird com.
went for my haircut! im balding baby! HAHAHAHA mohawk! this time is the real deal (sides shaved). i look kinda weird but nevermind i have been dreaming about this hair for a long time.

off to the club.. it was raining like shit so my mohawk droop a litte. sigh. party was great, the bands were great. actually i only watched 4 bands.. the first one was i don't know their name cause i went in when their performance were finishing. i watched the 3 that i most wanted to watch. SPANISH FLY EVERYBODY! CARACAL EVERYBODY!THE GREAT SPY EXPERIMENT EVERYBOOOOOODYYYY! hahahaha..all great! amanda ling was there! DROOL!
those who went mos instead.. your loss! (a lot of people from MOS came over)

ok! according to esther's blog about whether my name suits me.. my name's cool but i guess it doesnt suit me. here's this.. my name's composed of M, E, L, I, S and A
so i am..

M-Makes dating fun
E-is a damn good kisser
L-Loved by everyone
I-Is always there for their friends
S-Easy to fall in love with
A-Addicted to chocs

hmm!

where are the bullets?

Sunday, November 19, 2006

wow.. i havent been blogging for a long time besides posting vids ripped from youtube.
okay.. here's an update of my long forgotten life (i know i know... not like you guys are interested)

watched casino royale yesterday!
mom's company book the cinema at tiong, since it was a free ticket, i went.
the show was good.. its funny and a mix of romance plus action.. a bit draggy nearing the end but overall.. still a nice show. and eva green is so hot baby! marry me! hahahaha! gosh! im celebrity-crazy. okok! anyway i dont really like the looks of the new bond cause he aint half as cool as pierce brosnan but! he won my love..awww! im still gay anyway.. so its the brotherly love!

went to hannah's place today. i found a direct bus to the ulu regions of singapore! 970.. its about time i discovered it.. like hello? i moved in for nearly a year! we watched L word and hannah's mom was checking on us again.. she watched a rather..erm..clean scene..no stripping.. just alice lying on top of dana.. and she accused us of watching x-rated show.. ok right.. its not even x-rated enough in my opinion cause im a horny bastard. played neopets and went bukit panjang plaza..that's all dude! so much for the long wait till the end of Os.. its not like i dont enjoy.. i just feel like a devastated soldier who can hardly believe the peace he found..
shit man! why am i so emo?!

*maybe cause its the first time that i really have a little taste of what a relationship is like that's why i act like a kid.. not knowing what to do, not knowing what to say, i just hope you can feel the sincerity and im really sorry for making you wait.

where are the bullets?

Saturday, November 11, 2006

Dave Grohl drumming on a kids drum set

this is so freaking cool and cute!
I LOVE DAVE GROHL

where are the bullets?

Taylor Hawkins & Dave Grohl Drum Solo

fell in love with this drum battle!
first found it at drummerworld.com!

where are the bullets?

Friday, November 10, 2006

few more days!
and i'll be free.

hahahaha people has been telling me that i sound depressed.
but i am not.
im not emo.
im not a closet emo.
ok fine, i like emo songs and often sing them to no one in particular.
but in my heart..im simply GAY.

rainbow.rainbow.rainbow.rainbow.rainbow.

take me away from this abstract-ness

where are the bullets?

Friday, November 03, 2006

next week is hell for me. but after that i can breathe easier.. with only chem and shitty amaths to tackle.
lit wasnt that great come to think of it... hopefully, things get better.

i talk in my sleep
wishing that the ghosts will hear me
and perhaps, you could silence me
just one shot, that's all it takes.

where are the bullets?