im scared shitless.. it's the big Os. i have only really really started studying now.. hahaha im cramming four fucking years of work into a week or less.. LESS yeah but i guess its okay. i guess even if the Os are over.. ill still be love or hated by the same people.
i went to study with pam and sonia... hahaha.. been awhile since i hung out with sonia. went to erm...serene centre? wow..the macs had like quite a number of people mugging for Os too.. so you dont feel that alone.. but still! all those competitors..hahaha nah im kidding. i tried to do english..wasnt that productive but who cares? i bought HAPPY MEAL and gave sonia the toy.. hahahaha so retarded la the toy.. the aunty was like telling me each functions because you can choose from 2 toys.. she said the dragonball one can do kungfu and the one that sonia wanted can SWING.. okay lame.
went to meet hannah at far east and we went HUNTING for the place where marisse works at.. it ended up to be this cramped shop at an isolated area... it's really really cramp.. yup then we crash the workplace for awhile and headed off to billy bombers for milkshake.. i wanted something small to eat so i ordered the cheesy fries and it ended up MASSIVE.. couldnt finish man... crapped around billy bombers for an hour i guess.. and my brilliant idea for chilli to come out of the bottle is to invert it for awhile right before you open the cap and pour out?! right? right? that's what people usually do.. but! when hannah opened it after she inverted it.. the chilli like totally SPURT out in all directions.. HAHAHAHA! it was damn hilarious and messy.. i had no idea what happened.. some chilli sauce even landed in the fountain next to us.. HAHAHAHA!
this random line of Peter Stockmann popped in my head in billy bombers, "i never wanted to see you ruined Tom, this will ruin you" is this a sign? i wonder what it means..hahahaha
where are the bullets?
Saturday, October 21, 2006
Dead End (Live Sentosa)
I was there! hahaha..hannah LOOK!
where are the bullets?
i studied till 1am yesterday and i thought im tired to an enjoyable extent. HOWEVER, someone studied till 3am!! -who's the nerd now?- and i thought i was crazy.
but i still think im crazy.. i survive 6 hours of maths tuition, read one scene of enemy of the people and subsistence wet rice farming. but still, i feel i have not done enough.. and that's when THE WORD pops in my head..it is love...hahahahahaha! i love my textbooks and so, they better help me do well for my Os. to be honest, im scared shitless.. im emo over Os.. im a lunatic and that's why im cool.
[im not in love nor am i emo, im simply bored] and the red ink formed the words which now become my source of shame im so sorry, girl, rest in peace. and i'll bury you with all these new words of hate.
where are the bullets?
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
my confidence has never reached so low before for my academics. bio prac was quite a demoralising experience. MOVE ON MELISSA! i guess that's what i should do and concentrate on other papers coming up. take it as one paper down and feel better about it! oh god, someone please convince me this is so. i feel so bad. i miss the appointment with miss koh. but! i heard about the grad day rehearsal thing today, and i simply couldnt bring my sorry ass to school. went to hannah's place. i was kinda quiet because as usual ive nothing to say but i was also a little pissy. sorry about that. but ill try and explain my mood: 1) PMS 2) i really really feel the stress for Os when i dont study 3) i feel that i NEED to study real bad and it seems like you guys seem to think i study a lot or im boring but its really a NEED. if i could have all the time in the world, i could be your clown.
okay anyway, tampons are so difficult to use and they kinda hurt. ( i guess im doing it the wrong way)
where are the bullets?
Saturday, October 14, 2006
i really should be studying for my bio prac now. it's in 2 days! OMG! pray for me okay.
it would really be an honor if its you whose gonna pump this goddamn bullet in to my brains
where are the bullets?
Friday, October 13, 2006
Never again, and never again They gave us two shots to the back of our heads And we're all dead now
where are the bullets?
two more fucking weeks to the big Os. it's like.. 5 more weeks to the end of secondary school life (how exciting!) but, im scared shitless.
i completed geog revision - i think (for the test you see, i didnt even manage to complete the test) bio's almost done - although i kinda forgot the details i read in the first few chaps. now embarking on SS and CHEMISTRY.. im scared for my languages and im scared for everything. now i sound really gay.
I GOT A FARM-Y HAIRCUT. need temporary labour to help you with your harvest? EMPLOY ME!
where are the bullets?
Monday, October 09, 2006
Put some brains back in the system.
Stony monuments, ghost of the town. Man in pressed suits, armed with rehearsed speeches Offering irresistable promises Through their awful white teeth The price? Your blind faith. Or rather, the rights to feed on your poverty So that they can afford more of those awful suits, To await for their next prey.
where are the bullets?
Saturday, October 07, 2006
They are taking the hobbits to Isengard
LOL WATCH THIS! [bro's recommendation] its a MUST-WATCH
where are the bullets?
Friday, October 06, 2006
going to study at mingli's house was kind of a success. 1st day - we did like close to 5 hrs eh? 2nd day- suffering from overdose..so we studied like.............3 plus hours i think and talk a lot.
FANTASIES! that's what me and hannah's good friend are talking about.
where are the bullets?
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
okay i should really stop playing neopets but you have to admit..they have one of the best games online.. yeah.. back to blogging!
school has been shitty.. its boring yo! and my grades fell.. so im like emo on those days that i recieve sucky papers.. but when i think about it.. its not so bad.. maybe im just upset that i didnt put in 100% effort.. okay seriously, what the fuck am i trying to say? anyway, i must wake up 5 mins earlier..cause it make a whole lot of difference.. its like.. i dont know.. i feel like im eternally late.. my english has better buck up! buck up buck up!
okay..essay question! why does melissa behave like a "virgin" in school? because she really still is! *beams* im so gonna get a distinction for this essay cause its short and sweet!
STOP BEING A BIMBO MEL! LIKE SERIOUSLY...
where are the bullets?
THINGS WORTH KILLING FOR.
cardigan
new shirts
faded jeans
tie
light yellow polo tee
white berms
nice belt
nice tall mohawk
cymbal set
glam, gay haircut
blonde
my wife :]
