school passed pretty quickly..which is rather surprising.. considering that it's a monday.. okayy i recieve lotsa comments that my bag is gay and i look too goodie-two-shoe in it but perhaps i'm really a goodie-two-shoe..ahaha.. anyway i'll have to switch soon.. it's too small. went to my old place to eat. the place got filthier after i left..it's as if the cleaners love me so much that they went on strike after i move out. ahaha! but seriously, the hill is filled with patches of cobwebs and the trash is very trashy and an eyesore mann.... okay nevermind. watched the L word at my place.. the episode is soo ugh..all the weird couples! me, mia kirshner and kate moennig should make a good threesome! hahahaha okay delusional.. but woohoo! they really should hire me..i can't act but who cares if it's just making out.
alright back to lifeless studying for bio prac.
where are the bullets?
Friday, August 25, 2006
Metallica- One
hold my breath as i wish for death
love metallica!
where are the bullets?
i might as well just say what i want to say all along.. you might expect me to feel bad and apologise to you for causing you to be embarrassed, however, i felt it was really unfair that you actually told people that i PUSH you or SOMEWHAT PUSH you.. because that's not true and liars go to hell. they don't deserve an apology.. perhaps it's really unfortunate that i heard what you actually told others before i apologise because it totally made me change my mind (i was keen on apologising aimlessly like your good friend INITIALLY). anyway, this is a really petty thing and it's insane to dwell on it.. you're simply.. consumed by your own embarrassment and i'm not a least bit sorry. anyway, try to fit in because by calling her (the one you bitch about during chinese lesson) a person with no morals and shameless is really quite harsh.. people always try to fit in..even if you really can't at least ignore.. cause that is what i've done. anyway.. for now..you don't deserve no shit.
okay that's a lot that i have to say.. pretty surprised myself. i'm usually a MAN of thoughts not of words. i haven't been studying and that's really bad but once i had the taste of going out, i'm driven by the need to go out and hang around so anyway i'm skipping tuition tml for sentosa! yeap.. might be a decision i would regret later but roar.. i need SOME fun. had been a hell of a week, i was punctual for sch for only 2 days and yea.. got some questioning and stuff but i'm a really tired person so of course i'll be late!
strip for me girl, you know i can't resist.
where are the bullets?
Sunday, August 20, 2006
You should have grown up during the fifties
You like simpler times when you could go to the malt shop with your sweetie and park down on lover’s lane. You also like change and imagining your bright future.
needless to say anything about this song. HEAR IT!
where are the bullets?
Friday, August 18, 2006
talk to me
the vid is nothing. the song is something kurt cobain is everything.
respect him yo!
where are the bullets?
skipped tuition today. was sleepy and planned to go out with my clique! it's been a long time since we hang out together. all of us has this tendency to be late so ended up we met like errr.... close to an hour late. main purpose was to take neos.. then we simply walked and walked..had fun though.. things aren't fun anymore at this point in time so simple stuff like that means a lot *nods*
super geek! i will chase books, date books, marry books and spend the rest of my life with books. RIIIGHT!
theredpoisonofyourlips.
where are the bullets?
Sunday, August 13, 2006
my mum should never, never be a nurse or something.. she keeps giving me an overdose! i ate pills and slept last night (i don't even know what i ate) and my parents claim they tried waking me up for church.. i don't remember such thing happening okayy so i slept till one and did my bio work.. one more ques! then off to study chem.. i'm such a geek but i'm really scared.. cause i have no brains! hahaha! i'm really scared that i would do badly for my o lvl. ok..sheesh..whatever. if i score the highest of the highest i can ever get in school for every subj..i can get below ten points... wahahah! fat hope..keep dreaming mel! it's good for your brains..
charlotte hatherley! marry me!
where are the bullets?
Friday, August 11, 2006
sorry hannah for not being able to make it to your birthday celebration today! curfew at night has been tight.. i'm not used to it either. hahaha! but you, me, pam and justin went esplanade on your actual birthday what! and you were being selfish with your cake the I BOUGHT.. LOL
took back our o lvl mt results today. the usual kinda thing.. part of the hall-full of people were in tears either out of joy or sorrow.. it's pretty scary cause it's the people i know! well, to those who did better than they expected.. CHEERS! to those who didn't meet their own expectations.. it's not the end of the world! there's is a 2nd attempt at the end of the year and i'm sure it would turn out better.. i'll be behind you guys all the way! (excludes the bengs and lians..ya know! those i usually insult)
well, it's a friday! my off-day..where studies is at the back of my mind. i wanted to study chem but hannah claims that if i overstress myself i might get amnesia! i don't wanna be lost for 3 days! i think that's scary.. besides, what would katherine moennig do without me in bed for 3 days?! hahaha! ok full of shit kinda post.. i'm waiting for the vids to clear off my blog so i can upload new one for MUSIC EDUCATION! i think my music taste is superior okayy.. yup.. don't want my blog to be like some.. tvblogbile
where are the bullets?
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Kate Moennig - Keira Knightley - Mischa Barton
this song is so sexy! mm! God Killed The Queen - Louis XIV
If you wanna take my body Then you gotta be somebody tonight Use me just to make your body feel right If you wanna take my body tonight Well god killed the queen(my body tonight) Well god killed the queen(my body tonight)
Load it Well i think i'm seeing double I think i'm seeing double God takes time on it I think i'm seeing double He never made a dime on it
If you wanna take my body tonight Then you gotta be somebody tonight Use me just to make your body feel right Well god killed the queen(my body tonight)
Well I don't know what i'm doing here So shake some, load it Well god takes time on it i think i'm seeing double God takes time on it I think i'm seeing double He never made a dime on it I think i'm seeing double Use me just to make your body feel right Well god killed the queen
where are the bullets?
MIKE PORTNOY SOLO
the resolution isn't great but check this guy out! i wish i could play like him (:
where are the bullets?
i'm superr drowsy. i took a cold tablet in the midst of shopping! hahaha so i was damn tired and i tahaned for so long so while i trudge my way home, i was the most unfriendly being on earth.. it's like this eternal frown stuck on my face.. ok actually.. frowns are a regular guest on my face so yea. i saw this guy that works at domanchi, far east. he's really cool like he has those geeky glasses and he was wearing this cardigan with a shirt and jeans.. it's like what i would wear so he's COOL! yea..then i was staring cause i like his dressing.. then he started talking to his colleague and oh boy was he brokenwrist. hahaha! i feel so mean but i'm not discriminating.. i'll welcome him anytime! i love brokenwrist people! my mum wanted to get me a cardigan but there wasn't any so i guess i'll have to wait till the winter season is here. (she alr bought me a tie a couple of days back so shall not make her broke) i want a sleeveless tee from topman! i want boxers! (i don't mind a belt) but i've no cash! i decide to con my parents into buying the sleeveless tee for me, shall just make it seems like it's a normal feminine top but actually it's from topMAN.. hahaha! i'm evil but money is the root of all evil isn't it? (:
where are the bullets?
Monday, August 07, 2006
school can be fun when schoolmates are given names!
so far we have, 1) the "hottest" girl in the world (in the world) 2) the most wanted girl in the world (sniggers) 3) the table woman (wanker) -today she developed marketing and PR skills and recently close a table deal *claps* 4) the sweetest voice in the world (MARINA! WHERE'S JENNY?) 5) the eyeliners of the world (HA HA HA) 6) APEMAN (stupid munkey shit! catch me for my styled hair!) - you don't know style! baldey
*the above are private jokes! ask me if you wish to know! i'm such a jerk!
i dumped bo banny and decide to sue my aunty! hahahaa! delusional fantasy! crazy la!
-sufferer of sexual dysphoria-
where are the bullets?
Saturday, August 05, 2006
attended kaleidoscope (GESS performing arts event) it's pretty good.. like enjoyable and stuff though i liked our sch's musical better. but the costumes for The Phoenix Rising (i hope i got the title correct) was amazing. saw this pri sch friend of mine and shit i forgot her name again! but i wave at her and she said bye to me before she left.. she was supposedly hot in pri sch (: well, she still isn't that bad. i'm in love with youtube.. ahahaha and by the look of the rate i upload vids on my blog..i think it's gonna become a mini-youtube.
"so before lives tears us apart let death bless me with you" -Join Me (in death) by HIM-
where are the bullets?
Friday, August 04, 2006
march past was superr tiring.. they took so long to set up the flag for the national anthem so our hands were all shaking.. it's like a contingent of drug addicts.. we practise from like 3.30pm to like 6 plus and that's crazy enough for me especially when i have to look damn gay in the uniform.. sorry, but i'm not proud to don it because it's GIRL guides.. yea..skirt and me don't go well.. our rivalry goes a long way back. geog mocks is *&*^$^... shit! ok enough of boring school life! went tiong after march past and all..so it's pretty late.. ate at bengawan solo and me and hannah were talking about being lesbian.. we conclude that it's difficult to like guys cause they are such a turn off.. there's always smth abt them that makes you go..WTF! yeap..for me..it's just natural! girls are sexier creatures (:
why we think guys are difficult to like (not saying ALL just generic and anw it's personal opinion) 1) they stink! BO comes from guys! (most of the time) 2) they think they are all that ("i'm a hit with the ladies"..ugh) 3) erections and balls are disgusting! 4) they are so wealthy with hair! 5) they always seem to have one major character fault 6) childish? 7) we can't relate
and the list goes on... but 7 is a lucky no.?
where are the bullets?
Thursday, August 03, 2006
HIM
baby won't you join me in death?
where are the bullets?
schooled today. pretty slacked..except for bio.. i had a neck pain while trying to draw out all the details of a prawn. it's a fresh one and it has a 'fresh' smell.. yucks..hahaha... allergic doesn't mean disgusted..hahaha! i like that phrase.. anyway i did a pretty good sketch in the end and rachel was like asking me if i draw prawns everyday? hahaha! what a hobby right! mingli named her prawn Horny.. initially i thought she said Prawny.. so i named my prawn Horny and she said i copied her..so okay nvm.. my prawn is endless nameless.. hannah's prawn is called Sexy..and she took a pic of it! hopes she uploads Sexy. Sexy was sexually deprived and fell on hannah's inner thigh and that stupid girls thigh turn red almost immediately..that's how allergic she is to prawns..bahaha! oh man..i'm suppose to study geog and look what am i doing? i did self-study for like 90mins and manage a few chaps..hopefully it would be the same LATER..
where are the bullets?
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
i'm suppose to have done so much more but i'm still stuck at plate tectonics..man!! i won't sleep till i complete natural vegetation! strong convictions...hahaha! school today was mega tiring! i tried to study lit/geog during maths and whatever spare periods but it just wouldn't do..i was falling asleep with each page i flip so eventually i succumb to the lethargy and i slept awhile during maths! ahaha! okay..i think i conclude that JC is really not my cup of tea.. doesn't sound really fun to me. i know studies is not about fun but i NEED fun. lit mocks was okayy.. i did well for SS (: at least it pays off.. my effort i mean.
ok back to geog..some freaking auction is happening at the market place.. it's like hokkien on super loud speakers! like how am i suppose to concentrate? anyway..there was this guy with super bulging eyeballs and they are like entirely red. it's pretty gross.. i couldn't help but stare and get all disgusted.. it literally pops.. hyperventilating eyeballs! hahaha
where are the bullets?
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
went for self-study today. it was quite a success, just that i was too engross in listening to my ipod. hahaha! perhaps, system of a down with enemy of the people isn't such a good mix. i think i roughly got all the points for enemy of the people already.. like hopefully. pam and hannah were scaring themselves after self-study. well, the school is quite poorly lit-ed so they were imagining potential scenes from horror movies happening to them.. and both of them totally ran from notre heritage to the foyer and walk briskly out of school. excessive horror movies make you do stupid things! hahahaha! me and alyssa were laughing at them from behind. so yea.. had dinner at tiong then got home. thursday is another lock-up.. must remind me not to bring my ipod.. what a distraction. but silence can be suffocating.
where are the bullets?
THINGS WORTH KILLING FOR.
cardigan
new shirts
faded jeans
tie
light yellow polo tee
white berms
nice belt
nice tall mohawk
cymbal set
glam, gay haircut
blonde
my wife :]