Wednesday, October 18, 2006
my confidence has never reached so low before for my academics.
bio prac was quite a demoralising experience.
MOVE ON MELISSA! i guess that's what i should do and concentrate on other papers coming up. take it as one paper down and feel better about it! oh god, someone please convince me this is so.
i feel so bad. i miss the appointment with miss koh. but! i heard about the grad day rehearsal thing today, and i simply couldnt bring my sorry ass to school.
went to hannah's place.
i was kinda quiet because as usual ive nothing to say but i was also a little pissy. sorry about that. but ill try and explain my mood:
1) PMS
2) i really really feel the stress for Os when i dont study
3) i feel that i NEED to study real bad and it seems like you guys seem to think i study a lot or im boring but its really a NEED. if i could have all the time in the world, i could be your clown.
okay anyway, tampons are so difficult to use and they kinda hurt. ( i guess im doing it the wrong way)
where are the bullets?