Saturday, October 21, 2006
i studied till 1am yesterday and i thought im tired to an enjoyable extent.
HOWEVER, someone studied till 3am!! -who's the nerd now?-
and i thought i was crazy.
but i still think im crazy.. i survive 6 hours of maths tuition, read one scene of enemy of the people and subsistence wet rice farming. but still, i feel i have not done enough.. and that's when THE WORD pops in my head..it is love...hahahahahaha! i love my textbooks and so, they better help me do well for my Os. to be honest, im scared shitless.. im emo over Os.. im a lunatic and that's why im cool.
[im not in love nor am i emo, im simply bored]
and the red ink formed the words
which now become my source of shame
im so sorry, girl, rest in peace.
and i'll bury you with all these new words of hate.
where are the bullets?
