Sunday, September 24, 2006
alright.. last day of my break before i actually start on my O lvl prep!
went church.. pretty much the same. i just sat at the front feeling like ive the word LESBIAN written all over me. its just this guilt factor that i cant help it but at the same time, i really cant kick this lifestyle or whatever straight ppl like to call it.. to me its inborn okay. so yea..i love church, i hate guilt..that's all and that's why im hoping not to disappoint. <--------- this won't make sense to a lot of people but hey! just skip it if it does not concern ya.
so anyway this morning, i was wearing a topman sleeveless shirt and you can see a little of the bra shape.. but FLAT for most of the time (when its on me). then there was this well-dressed lady with her husband/boyfriend/whatever, she walked right past me and she stared at my chest like for real long then she look up at me.. i mean HELLO i know your boobies are like 20 times my size.. okay im kidding but its big. went shopping later and my mum bought me a ring..okay thanks mom! and a leather wristband that was too big for me just cause the fucking guy could tell that im a girl. so now you people! who wants to make a sale to my mom..just identify me as her daughter.. she'll probably buy from you.. ahahaha.
where are the bullets?
